The pain electrifies me

Stuns my mind

But where I am in life it’s

my time,

To redefine what has ultimately

defined my life thus far.

Uncovering and pushing

past my scars

My heart has been hurt and

torn apart.

But this battle is the start

to a promising future.

with happiness

and much love.

Full of God’s many gifts

and all of recovery’s promises

So I am finished punishing myself.

Finished beating myself up.

And this time is mine to

make absolutely divine